Got about two-thirds of the front and side yards mowed earlier. The backyard is so full of leaves that I have to rake before it can be mowed. That can wait for tomorrow, or even a warmer day. I'm in no hurry.
Thinking about bringing some of the plants indoors. I miss having my plants inside. It brings color and life, and purifies the air, plus adds to the decor. I'm sure they'll pout and drop leaves in protest. They usually do. Brats.
Helping a sister-in-law move tomorrow. After two years she finally sold her place. It contains thirty years worth of stuff, 3000 square feet of it. She has a garage sale going at the same time. I know it will be pure chaos, but fun. Her brother is picking me up in the morning. I predict an immediate stop for good coffee, followed by a day of hard labor. Hopefully, I will be of some help rather than a hindrance.
Still not dating. I'm scared. Scared of not being able to see the person I'm with. Not knowing how safe I am. Not knowing where I am or who is near me. I'm scared of being left alone in an unfamiliar place. I'm scared of not being able to get to a safe place if all doesn't go well for any reason.
It was so much easier to date when I could see. Reading faces, body language, and intentions was just part and parcel of being with someone. I'm learning to trust based on tone of voice and just words. But, I'm still not ready to trust myself with new people.
Enough for now....
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